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For the
next two days, both the kazaana and Miroku's temper held, as if
caught together in the same fragile calm. The hollowed place in his
heart filled up with the recognition of love, he had no more trouble
making do with the moment. He chatted with Kagome, argued with
Inuyasha, helped out around the Shrine, and felt nothing but peace.
He even flirted delicately with Kagome's girlfriends, who came to
visit their injured schoolmate and stayed to giggle over the cute
"cousin" from the country.
Accomplishment?
He had carried a girl through a Well. It was enough. The end
came, predictably, at the most inconveniently public moment possible. They were
all in the kitchen sitting down to eat the evening meal. Miroku was
picking up his bowl of rice when there was a sudden, audible popping
noise. The kazaana must have finally snapped a crucial tendon,
because half of his hand instantly went numb. The bowl slipped out
of his fingers and crashed to the floor. As
everyone looked at him, startled, he looked down at the broken
pottery, and felt all of the waiting moments finally narrow down into
this single, sharpened point. "Miroku,
are you all right?" With a
huge effort, he looked up, made eye contact. Smiled. Stood. Bowed
hastily to Mrs. Higurashi. To the shrine keeper. " Thank you
for your most generous hospitality. I must apologize for the damage
to your dishware. And to the grounds." And the
escalating shivering pain in his hand told him that it was time to
go, so he turned for the door. Paused just a moment to smile
down at Kagome, nod across the table at Inuyasha and Souta.
"Goodbye. Thank you, for.... Good luck with Naraku." They began
to question and exclaim, but it was time, and so he began to
run, out of the door, across the yard, cradling his shattering palm
to his chest. Running hard, running for that spot in the front
courtyard that he had already picked out as the only space large
enough for his grave. And as he
skidded to his knees, panting, halfway between the main shrine gate
and the wellhouse, just in time, the beads around his wrist
shattered, the glove ripped off into the vortex, and the kazaana
leapt free. It hurt
just exactly like Hell. Don't scream. He tried to angle his
hand upward, to avoid catching the shrine in the path of the wind.
And it was tearing at his fingers, ripping. Just this last thing.
Just don't scream. And at
that moment, Naraku appeared. Appeared,
of course, to gloat over the final reeling in of his family
curse. Of the triumph of supernatural malice over human will. And he
should have fucking known. Because
this was Naraku without his usual baboon-pelt robe. This was Naraku
in fully human form, in a modern business suit. This was the man
from the Wacdnald's commercial. And the
stupid bitter irony was that Inuyasha had been right, all of those
times that Miroku had collaborated with Kagome to disparage his
suspicions. Right all along, because Naraku actually was the CEO of
Wacdnald's Japan, and they had known exactly where to find him all of
this wasted time. "Well,
Monk, it seems that you have failed after all," that hated,
unforgettable voice echoed across the courtyard. "And none of
your friends are here to help you. So sad, to die alone. Again."
The deep voice turned pensive. "Will you bother to be brave
this time, I wonder, with no one here to see?" Then
Miroku did scream, every particle of his being turned to rage, and
aimed the Wind Tunnel directly at its maker. o o o o o o Kagome
watched Miroku bolt out of the kitchen door and felt momentarily
bewildered. Damage to
the grounds? What was he talking-- No. Oh no. No, no, no.
Not now. Not yet. Not if she
could help it. "Souta,"
she cried, "Go upstairs and bring me my bow and arrows. Fast." "Kagome,
what are you doing?" asked Inuyasha suspiciously. "We
have to save him, Inuyasha," she cried, beginning to wobble her
way towards the kitchen door. "We have to stop the kazaana." He stopped
her by grabbing her arms firmly, but his voice was gentle and his
eyes were sad. "No, Kagome. We can't do anything about the
curse without Naraku here. Let him go. He wouldn't want to put you
in any danger." "Inuyasha!
We can't let him go alone! We can't!" "No,
Kagome--" "SIT!" And then
she was stumbling free, running, crossing the courtyard, gasping at
the pain stabbing at her side. Ignoring the cries of her mother and
grandfather. Because she couldn't. Halfway across the yard, Souta
caught up with her. "Sis! What are you doing? Come back to
the house!" But she
could see the wind beginning to blow, up above the roof on the other
side of the shrine, and she couldn't. Snatching the bow and arrow
from Souta and throwing her other arm across his shoulder, she
gasped, "Help me get there! We have to help." Maybe there
would be a way, if she shot a sacred arrow directly into the Wind
Tunnel -- oh, why hadn't she ever thought of that before? And Souta
did help her, but they were still so slow, and she could see the wind
beginning to solidify into a funnel, and some tiles were working free
of the roof and-- Inuyasha
snatched her up just before they reached the Sacred Tree. "Oh,
no," he snarled. "You're not making me the one responsible
for abandoning him. No way you're laying that guilt on me!" He
bounded on around the corner into the front courtyard with her on his
back, and stopped, stunned. Because
Naraku was standing there, in front of the kneeling monk. And
Miroku, screaming, was turning the kazaana towards him. And she
almost wept with gratitude, because it was not too late, and there
was still something that she could do. Inuyasha
must have agreed, because he put her down, drew the Tetsusaiga, and
leapt around the side of the windstorm towards Naraku. "Get
ready to die, Naraku!" he shouted, releasing the Backlash Wave
towards the smirking figure. But four
feet from Naraku the spiraling power crashed into a darkly glowing
barrier that suddenly surrounded the demon, and the whirlwinds were
deflected to crash into the trees on the courtyard perimeter. And
though Miroku still had the kazaana turned full on Naraku, as in the
past it was failing to pull him in. Naraku
merely laughed, holding up the almost-complete Shikon Jewel by its
chain in front of him. "Fools, nothing you can do will have the
power to harm me as long as I am carrying this." "Then
I will just have to take it away from you!" cried Inuyasha,
leaping forward, claws outstretched. "No!
Inuyasha! The kazaana will take you if you get any closer!"
shouted Miroku. "Get Kagome out of the way now!" And as
Inuyasha paused in dismay, snarling, Kagome tried to steady her
wobbling legs, plucked out an arrow, and began to draw her bow. "You
can't have him, Naraku!" she called through the rising wind.
"You can't have anybody else, ever! I am stopping you now!" "Kagome,
no! Get back!" cried Miroku. But she
was walking steadily forward, and her aim was steady on the Jewel,
and she knew, she knew that this arrow, when she let it fly,
would strike true. And then
disaster struck. Naraku
gestured. Inuyasha froze in mid-leap. Naraku pointed. The ground
beneath Inuyasha's feet opened into a deep, glowing, red chasm,
leaving him suspended directly above it in the air. "Inuyasha!"
Kagome shrieked, turning her gaze away from the Jewel. And as she
watched in horror and Inuyasha struggled to move or speak against the
binding power of the nearly-completed Shikon Jewel, a pair of
enormous black vines twisted their way up out of the firey pit,
twined themselves around his feet, and began to slowly pull him down
into the depths. "Kagome!
Shoot out the vines!" cried Miroku. But before
she could shift her aim towards the pit, Naraku's rolling chuckle
echoed over the rising wind. "Yes, Kagome, save Inuyasha,"
he laughed. "And know that at the moment you fire your arrow at
the Hell-plant, I will use the Shikon Jewel to finish opening the
kazaana over the monk. Or shoot the Jewel and save the monk, and
know that at that moment my power over the vines will weaken and
Inuyasha will be pulled into the chasm." He smiled at her with
relish. "Choose, Kagome. Miroku goes to the Wind Tunnel or
Inuyasha goes to Hell." Kagome
didn't think. She didn't hesitate. She shot. Her arrow
sang across the path of the whirling winds as if they didn't exist,
glowing, growing, until with an enormous ringing sound it hit the
chain that held the Jewel just below Naraku's fist. The Jewel flew
off at an angle, as Naraku's face went blank with astonishment. The
demonic vines gave a mighty tug, and with a roar and a burst of flame
the portal to Hell snapped closed around Inuyasha's frozen form. And
Naraku, screaming, panicked, unable to fly, unable to change shape,
scrambling with untransformed human hands for a handhold and pelted
by flying debris, was inexorably pulled across the courtyard and into
the widening kazaana. There was
an ear-popping change of pressure, and a sudden silence. But when
she looked desperately over the ruins of the shrine arcade, Kagome
could still see Miroku on his knees in the middle of the courtyard,
slumped over onto the ground. She didn't
remember running to meet him; she was suddenly just there, kneeling
by his side. And as she
pulled on his shoulders, pulled his face up from the ground to find
him gasping, looking at her, alive, she was filled with the
most incredible rage. "You
idiot!" She shouted, shaking him back and forth. "You used
it, didn't you? You used it to get me to the Well! How could you
risk yourself like that? How could you not tell me! How could you
just leave--?" And he
shouted right back. "Are you insane! What did you think you
were doing? You could have gotten killed!" And he
tried to grab her shoulders too, but winced, pulling his right hand
back to look at it. "Miroku!
Your hand..." "It
hurts," he said, numbly. "I think that it's broken." "But
it's a hand, Miroku! Your whole hand!" She snatched it up
gently, holding it so that he would look and understand. "Look,
it's perfect," she babbled, smiling, softly tracing the sore,
swollen lines with her finger. "Look, you've got a whole palm
and everything, and all of the right lines, a heart line, a life
line..." "Life,"
he said, still numb. "Life." He looked at her in
surprise. "I am going to live." And he began to
laugh, and she began to laugh with him. And then
he began to cry. Tried to stop, turning away from her, starting to
apologize. But Kagome, who still blushed at the very thought of
being held by a boy, now found herself pulling him back towards her,
drawing his head onto her shoulder, just as if she had done it a
thousand times before. "It's OK," she said. "Just
cry." And he did
cry, great, gasping sobs, on and on, as if making up for a lifetime.
And she thought that maybe he was. So she held on tight, her arms
around his shoulders, hands smoothing down his back, murmuring over
and over. "I have you. It's OK." And as
Kagome held the sobbing young man in her arms, clutched his shaking
human shoulders with her simple human hands, she finally began to
acknowledge the truth that somewhere inside her she had always
already known. That life, and love, were something more complicated
than a fairy tale. More difficult. More deep. That heroism was
more complicated, and didn't necessarily require a sword. Eventually,
Miroku's sobs quieted, and he sat up, drew himself out of her arms,
tried to apologize again. She smiled at him, was about to tell him
not to worry about it, when she noticed a rosy glint as he ran his
left hand across his eyes in an attempt to wipe away the tears. "Miroku?
What's that in your hand?" "Oh,"
he said. "I forgot." Surprise fought with exhaustion in
his voice as he looked blankly down at the chain tangled in his
fingers. "It's the Jewel. I think I grabbed for it as it came
flying by." He looked at her with a dawning astonished triumph.
"I seem to have caught it." "Oh
Miroku! You've done it! We've got the entire Shikon Jewel at last -
all we have to do is add my shards! Wait 'til we tell Inuyasha--" "Inuyasha!"
he interrupted, looking at her in shocked recollection. "Kagome,
you sent Inuyasha to Hell?" Inuyasha!
Realization crashed down with a crushing burden of guilt. What had
she done? She couldn't even remember making the choice. "He'll
be all right," she tested, trying to reassure herself. "He's
a demon. He can survive being in Hell for a little while." She
continued more confidently, beginning to feel convinced, "We can
figure out a way to get him back, can't we? Now that we have the
complete Jewel, it should be totally easy." "I
suppose that's possible," he mused, immediately shifting focus
from disaster and redemption to the problem of rescuing their friend
in a way that made her chest feel curiously full. "Do you have
the other shards with you now? We should get started right away.
It's almost the new m--" His gaze strayed to the spot on her
breast where he knew the shard bottle should rest under her clothes.
Then he looked lower, and suddenly turned pale. "Kagome,
what have you done to yourself?" he cried in horror. She was
confused for a moment until she followed his gaze down her side and
saw the blood seeping through her shirt. "Oh," she said,
suddenly noticing how much she hurt. "Maybe I pulled some
stitches?" But then
he was picking her up and running, running towards her family where
they were cautiously stepping out from around the corner of the
shrine. "Call an ambulance!" he shouted, his voice still
hoarse from tears and screaming. "Kagome's injured!" "No
I'm fine," she tried to say, but she was beginning to feel a
little odd and it didn't come out very loudly. "What
have you done to her now?" cried her mother, trying to snatch
her out of Miroku's arms as Souta ran back to the telephone. "It's
OK, Mom," she tried to make herself heard over Miroku's
explanations and grandfather's wailing about the damage to the shrine
complex. "I did this to myself, running and stuff." "What
was that windstorm? Where's Inuyasha?" continued her mother,
distraught. "Kagome
saved the day, Mrs. Higurashi. Naraku is dead. Inuyasha
is...temporarily indisposed," Miroku shorthanded. To
Kagome's astonishment, her mother actually shouted at Miroku, "Didn't
you promise me no more?" And to her alarm, the monk bowed his
head and began to apologize. "Wait,
Mom, you're not understanding what happened," Kagome tried to
fix things through her growing dizziness. And she thought she was
managing to explain about the kazaana and Naraku and the Jewel and
Inuyasha without getting too jumbled up, because her mother stopped
glaring at Miroku and instead held her tight, looking down at her
with a face full of love and fear and a sort of astonished
resignation. The
ambulance must have been in the neighborhood when Souta called
because it arrived just then, and further explanations had to be
delayed in the flurry of emergency questions and procedures. As the
paramedics closed in to begin work, Kagome did manage to press the
Jewel and the bottle containing her shards into her mother's hands.
"Please Mom, take good care of these while I'm in the hospital,"
she whispered. "We need them to get Inuyasha back." He
mother smiled and nodded and stepped back to let the emergency people
reach her, and Kagome remembered another urgent concern. "Help
Miroku," she told the paramedics shifting her onto a stretcher.
"He's hurt too." "Don't
worry, Miss," we will take care of everything," the older
man replied. He must have really been listening to her, because when
she was settled in the ambulance with an IV attached to her arm, she
found that Miroku was sitting in a fold-out seat on the other side of
the van, having his hand looked at by the young woman. "Miroku!"
she called. "Don't
worry, Kagome," he replied, completely misunderstanding her
concern. "They are taking good care of you." And then
she couldn't see him through a flurry of activity around her as
they encouraged her to tell them how this felt and hold still for
this reading, and by the time all of that was done the van fell into
a peaceful kind of quiet under the sound of the sirens. When she
tried to crane her neck to see Miroku again, the man said to her,
"Don't worry, Miss. Your friend is all right. He's just
fainted." The woman
chuckled a little at her look of alarm. "Don't worry. Some guys
really do faint at the sight of blood." At once
Kagome found herself blazingly angry, opened her mouth to protest
hotly. How could she say such a thing about Miroku? They didn't
know! They--couldn't possibly believe any proof she had to offer. So instead
of arguing, Kagome lay quietly awake in the ambulance for her second
trip to the hospital that month and thought about Inuyasha and Kikyo
and Miroku's grandfather, and about Naraku's inability to change
shape during the battle, and about karma.
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