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Higurashi Miroku, newly reborn,
thought that he could get used to this. He was happy, if this
pleasantly floating sense of ...possibility was what happiness
actually was. It was odd how it made him feel so solid. And so
light at the same time.
Getting Inuyasha out of Hell had been
something of an anticlimax. While Kagome recovered, Miroku and
Grandfather Higurashi had indeed found a summons in the Nagasaki
Commentaries suitable for calling beings out from Hell and had
modified it a bit to fit Inuyasha's particular circumstances. The
morning after Kagome returned from the hospital, they all sat in a
circle in the courtyard at approximately the same spot where Inuyasha
had disappeared. When Kagome took her shards from the bottle around
her neck and placed them against Naraku's Jewel fragment, they slid
together with a ripple of chimes into a perfect, darkly glowing
sphere. As she cupped the restored Jewel in
her purifying hands, the darkness faded into a rosy glow that
encompassed their entire little group. At a nod from Miroku, Kagome
read the summons into that glow, which spread out into the ground in
front of them. After a moment, the earth gave a reluctant grumble,
shuddered open, and spit out Inuyasha, who arrived singed,
disheveled, and royally pissed off. "Took you long
enough!" he snarled. "Am I the only one who knows how to
get anything done quickly in this place?" At that, Miroku and Kagome looked at
one another and began to laugh, because Inuyasha was alive, and
clearly not overcome by his demon half, and clearly not irrevocably
scarred by his ordeal, and clearly, oh so clearly, himself. "Well, if my ordeal is so
amusing to you..." Inuyasha began, but Kagome cut him off by
jumping up, throwing her arms around his neck, and bursting into
tears. Which instead left him caught, teeth bared, halfway between
an irritated grimace and a satisfied smile. Miroku noticed that there was a strip
of something bloody caught between two of Inuyasha's front teeth, but
decided that he didn't want to think about that too closely. As
Souta, Mrs. Higurashi, and Grandfather converged with congratulations
on the restored half-demon, Miroku double-checked that the hole in
the earth had closed itself back up without their doing anything
more, and wandered away to find someplace to take a nap. For the next couple of days, Inuyasha
celebrated his release from Hell with a great deal of stomping around
and second-guessing. What had they been thinking, to risk using up
the power of the restored Shikon Jewel on getting him back? When
Kagome pointed out that the power of the Jewel still seemed to be
perfectly intact, Inuyasha retorted that it still hadn't been
necessary at all. He would have easily fought his way out in a few
more days, if they'd just given him the chance. Finally an exasperated Kagome told
him that if he wasn't more grateful, she could just send him back. Inuyasha replied that
she had sent him there in the first place. Miroku just smiled, thinking that Kagome would
never entirely understand Inuyasha's need to save face, and drifted
off into another nap. He was napping a lot these days.
With the kazaana, Naraku, and the Jewel resolved at last, Miroku
found that all he wanted to do was sleep. Futons, floor mats, and
sunny corners of the courtyard were becoming his regular haunts. No
one seemed to be expecting anything else of him. It was very
peaceful. Sometimes he forgot it was true. The
pain in his hand would wake him suddenly, disoriented, old reflexes
would take over and he would think it was the kazaana. The
Higurashis, Naraku's defeat, the Jewel, all of it, just a complicated
dream. Once, Kagome caught his panicked
start into wakefulness, his frightened look at his bandaged hand. He
flushed, embarrassed, but she didn't comment. Instead, she said
brightly, "Hey! We haven't signed your cast yet. It's a
custom, you know-we have to do it." Without asking further
permission, she picked up his right hand and firmly drew the
characters of her name on the plaster right in the center of his
palm. Right where the kazaana had been. He must not have done a very good job
of controlling the expression on his face, because Kagome blushed.
But she continued to meet his eyes, shyly and...determined about
something. But right then Souta came into the room and pounced on
the cast with glee, covering half of it with an elaborate cyborg
spaceship design, and the moment passed. o o o o o o On the fourth day after Naraku's
defeat, Miroku woke early, full of energy. He kept Souta,
Grandfather, and Mrs. Higurashi cheerful company over breakfast until
the boy went off to school, then bounded outside to see what he could
contribute one-handed to repairing the shambles the kazaana had made
of the shrine grounds. He found that even with teams of workmen busy
rebuilding the wellhouse and the shrine gate, there was plenty of
minor cleaning-up to do. As he was sweeping twig and bits of
broken tile from the front courtyard around midmorning, he noticed
Kagome and Inuyasha strolling along the perimeter towards the
wellhouse. Kagome, none the worse for wear from
her extra trip to the hospital, was now up and about for short
periods. She had progressed to walking slowly around the grounds
with Mama or Souta or sometimes Inuyasha at her side. Today, Inuyasha looked restless. His
impatient voice carried quite clearly across the littered gravel. "I don't understand why I can't
just take the Jewel back to the past and kill him then!" Unrepentantly curious, Miroku drifted
closer with his broom. The conversation must have been going
on for some time, because Kagome seemed to be losing her patience.
"Because then he wouldn't have been here in the future! Don't you
remember the time paradox I explained to you?" "Keh," Inuyasha
conceded. "Well, then what can I do with the Jewel? After
all we've gone through to get it, it's stupid to just let it sit
there." Miroku wasn't sure that would be such a bad thing at all,
but was nevertheless quite pleased that Inuyasha no longer seemed to
be considering using the Jewel to become a full demon. Kagome seemed to be having the same
thought, because she smiled proudly at the half-demon. Then cast her
eyes down shyly and said so quietly that Miroku had to strain to
hear, "Inuyasha, do you ever think you could, you might become
human and stay here with...us?" Inuyasha flushed, looked away,
stammered. "Well, I should get back to check on Kikyo...I
shouldn't leave her all alone there with Naraku..." Miroku braced himself for Kagome's
inevitable outburst, but it never came. "I see," she said,
looking thoughtfully at Inuyasha. Not angry. Not even resigned.
Just calm, and ...a little relieved? And as Miroku stood with
mouth open and broom stilled, Kagome firmed her jaw, straightened her
shoulders, and looked directly up at Inuyasha. "OK, then. When
you go back to Kikyo, take the Jewel with you. You have to promise
me that as soon as you see her, you will tell her everything that
happened in this time. Everything, including there not being any
demons around, and Naraku staying in human form, and how we defeated
him--everything. Then give her the Jewel and tell her that I
trust her to make the right wish. Promise me." "Kagome-"
"Inuyasha.
Promise." "All right, all right. I
promise." "Good." Miroku was so astonished that he had
completely forgotten to pretend he wasn't listening. What was Kagome
up to? "At least stay for lunch,"
she was saying. "We'll make you some ramen, if you'd like." And all through the rest
of the morning and over steaming bowls of noodles at lunch, Miroku
stared bemusedly at Kagome and Inuyasha. It almost made sense
if he assumed that Kagome was nobly giving up Inuyasha for both their
sakes. But if that were the case, why was she so calm? It was
extremely odd. After lunch there was an
uncomfortable moment, as everyone wondered what kind of good-byes
were in order. Was Inuyasha planning to return? Seemingly in
unison, the Higurashis decided to treat this as one of the
half-demon's regular departures. "See ya!" chirped Souta,
running off with his Xbox. "Safe trip, dear," smiled
Mrs. Higurashi, patting him affectionately on the shoulder as she
left to do the grocery shopping. And Grandfather began, "Before
you go, let me show you an ancient artifact I've just remembered..."
At which point Miroku extracted Inuyasha with a smiling excuse and
dragged him out into the yard. They walked towards the wellhouse in
silence for a while, neither sure of what to say. Finally Miroku
remembered, "Will you say good-bye to Mushin for me, please?" "I will. Tough luck you have to
stay here." "Not at all. I am coming to
like it. And I gather that this time is full of opportunity for a
clever man." "I don't know how you'll do it.
I never could." "I did say a clever
man, Inuyasha," he smiled. "Keh." There was a pause.
"Watch over Kagome while I'm gone, all right?" "Of course." "And keep your hands off of
her." And since there was still a part of
Miroku that was never going to concede any contest to the half-demon,
he laughed. "That I will never promise, Inuyasha." "Of course." And to
Miroku's surprise, instead of threatening him with instant
dismemberment Inuyasha let out a loud laugh and clapped him
companionably on the shoulder. They reached the wellhouse and turned
to see Kagome hurrying towards them from the other side of the
shrine. As she approached, panting, Miroku began to drift away to
give them privacy, but Kagome unaccountably gestured for him to stay. It was very quiet in this corner of
the courtyard; the workmen rebuilding the wellhouse seemed to still
be on their lunch break. The three of them slipped around the
construction barrier and picked their way through wood shavings and
bits of lumber to stand beside the Well. With a grunt that Miroku thought was
more for show than anything else, Inuyasha heaved open the Well
cover. Then turned back to Kagome. Cleared his throat. "So
about that Jewel..." "Oh! Right," said Kagome,
taking it from her neck and putting it in the half-demon's cupped
palm. "You will keep your promise, won't you, Inuyasha?" "What do you take me for?"
he snapped. "Don't worry about it." "OK," she smiled at him.
Then her mouth trembled, her eyes grew shiny, and she suddenly threw
herself into a fierce hug. "Good-bye, Inuyasha," she
sniffled into the folds of his red jacket. "Take care of
yourself." Inuyasha blushed, cleared his throat,
and carefully extracted himself from Kagome's embrace. "Don't
make such a fuss about it! I'll be back to check on you in a few
days." And with that he bounded up onto the lip of the Well,
paused for a moment to give them both a sharp-toothed grin, and
jumped into an upwelling of pink light. After a few moments, the light faded
and Miroku and Kagome stood quietly in the wood-scented gloom. Then
Kagome stirred, sighed and turned serious eyes up to his. "Miroku,
can you seal the Well, better than Grandpa could?" Surprised, Miroku answered
automatically, "Yes, I think so." Then, careful not to
insult his newly adopted grandfather, he added, "Possibly. He's
more of a theorist, really." "Do it, please." "Kagome, are you sure?" he
warned. "Remember Inuyasha's pride. He will only need to find
it blocked against him one time for him to never try it again.
Perhaps we should leave it open for now. We can always seal it
later." "No. I'm sure. Seal it please,
Miroku." And too astonished to protest
further, he did. Afterwards, Kagome stood for a long moment looking
thoughtfully down at the charm-studded Well cover, then turned and
began to pick her way out of the building. He followed. As they began the long walk back to
the house, he looked at her sideways, trying to understand what had
just happened, but not sure if it was really his place to ask. They were over halfway across the
front courtyard when she finally broke the silence. "He
probably wouldn't be able to come through the Well anyway, even if we
did leave it open." He frowned in confusion. And then
her strange instructions to Inuyasha suddenly made sense. "You
believe that Kikyo will wish that all demons be henceforth trapped in
human form?" he speculated. "Well, it's what I would wish,
if I were Kikyo, wanting to control the demons and wanting to have a
future with Inuyasha. It would explain how the only evil creatures
we meet today are human, and why Naraku never changed shape, even in
the final battle." She hesitated, then added "And they
will have a future now, together, if they want. A human future." "So the fact that Naraku did not
change shape is proof to you that Kikyo wished as you expect her to.
And also the reason that you don't expect that Inuyasha will ever
find his way through the Well again." "I guess so." As Miroku pondered the implications
of this, their wanderings brought them to the Sacred Tree. Kagome
stopped, stood for a long time looking up into its branches. Finally
she sighed. Miroku's heart hurt for her. "You
are thinking of how this is the place you first met, aren't you?"
he asked gently. "No," she surprised him.
"Well, partly. I was thinking about this theory I've got about
karma, actually." "Oh? What kind of a theory?" Suddenly she was
blushing and diffident, peeking up at him from under her lashes. And
though on the one hand she was completely adorable (how had that
idiot ever left her?), on the other hand he was a little worried.
When had Kagome ever hesitated to discuss a theory with him? Finally she began, tentative.
"Miroku, all of this time I've been looking at this Tree and
thinking of Inuyasha and Kikyo and believing that it was my destiny
to return to the past and repair the anger and betrayal that Naraku
caused between them." "And that you have done, Kagome,
by ensuring that they will both become human." "Right. But that wasn't my
point." He was genuinely puzzled. "If
that's wasn't what you were thinking, what then?" Another adorable, unaccountable
blush. "Um, actually, I was thinking about your grandfather." "My grandfather?" And
Miroku thought that what he felt was confused, but for some reason he
couldn't quite identify his heart had begun to beat twice as fast as
normal. "Why?" "Listen, you said that your
grandfather first met Naraku because he was coming to consult with
the miko who guarded the Shikon Jewel, and when he found her dead he
went to examine the half-demon tied to the Tree..." "Yes, so...?" "So, um, I've been
thinking." Kagome fidgeted for a moment and then continued on
with the air of someone plunging into certain danger. "The only
reason that Naraku was able to fool Kikyo was that her powers were
weakened because she was in love with Inuyasha. What if that
was her mistake that I had to come back to fix, not fighting with
Inuyasha but loving him?" "So you are saying that Naraku
never would have grown powerful if Kikyo had lived to wield the
Jewel?" Miroku mused, avoiding the part about loving Inuyasha
with a strange sense of panic. "But Naraku was powerful even
before he began to take possession of Jewel shards. He was powerful
enough to curse my grandfather, for instance." "That's exactly
it!" Her eyes raised eagerly to his. "He was powerful
enough to defeat Kikyo alone, but only by using illusions. And he
was powerful enough to defeat your grandfather alone, but also only
by using illusions. But what if they had been together? If they had
met when he came to consult with her, which would have happened if
Inuyasha hadn't shown up first. If, if they had...loved one another,
so Naraku could not have tricked them with less, um, dependable
lovers? If it was their destiny to meet and fall in love..." "Then Naraku never would have
lasted out his first year, and the Shikon would have remained safe."
He thought some more, feeling oddly...shaky? "And you would
have never had to come back in time to undo Kikyo's errors." "Exactly. And...and
you would have never had to come here to the future to undo
his." And Kagome immediately looked at her feet, cheeks
coloring again. His heart was beating wildly now,
trying hard to catch up to the logical conclusions his mind was
racing to reach. "Kagome, are you trying to say that...?" She was staring intently at the toes
of her shoes. "You probably think I'm being stupid." "No, not that." Because
thinking was pretty completely beyond him at that moment. "But you still think-- Sango--" "No! Sango would
never-- It's just, why?" And he couldn't keep the
incredulity out of his voice. "In all these months, you've
barely thought enough of me to mention me to your family." "Well how could I?" she
flared. "If I told Mom that I was wandering through the
countryside with a lecherous con man, she never would have let me go
back through the Well again!" "But now you think
that you want a lecherous con man?" "No! I mean yes!
I mean I want you. Kind and brave and smart and generous."
Her cheeks a red to rival Inuyasha's coat, she clenched her fists at
her side and looked at him in a kind of fury. "Oh, this is so
completely embarrassing..." Miroku couldn't keep his mouth from
dropping open. She really saw those things in him? That was...Well,
in that case...he had no choice, really. "I'm sorry," he said,
seriously. Her face dropped, shoulders drooped.
"I see. You don't--" He pulled her carefully into his
arms. "I have to kiss you again right now." Her smile was a sunrise. "I'll
forgive you again." He smiled back at her.
Bent his head for a gentle brush of lips. And then she was kissing
him back. And then they were pressed close together, holding on,
alive. "Well!" Miroku came up for air to find
Kagome's mother standing in front of them, arms full of parcels,
glaring. Kagome jumped, and they stepped a bit away from one
another. But Miroku kept one arm around the girl, raised his chin a
little in defiance, and prepared for the worst. Mrs. Higurashi glared for a moment.
Slowly looked from one to the other for a moment more. Thought.
Then: "Absolutely no premarital sex in my house," she
dictated. They stared at her in shock. Miroku thought he saw Kagome
blush in his peripheral vision but was afraid to look more directly
with her mother standing right there. Mrs. Higurashi looked at her
daughter's face thoughtfully for a long moment and amended, "at
least until she goes to college. Your word on it, Monk." "I give my most solemn word,"
he hastened, throat dry. "That will do." And with a
satisfied little nod, Mrs. Higurashi turned and continued on towards
the house. Stunned by their reprieve, they both
stood where they were and watched Mrs. Higurashi walk all the way
into the house without moving or saying a word. Then... "Wow, Miroku," Kagome said
half teasing, half...disappointed? "I won't be going to college
for at least three more years. How are you going to handle three
whole years of celibacy?" "Celibacy? Hmmm, I don't
remember promising that." "If you dare...! I. Am. Not.
Sharing. You. With. Anyone. Deal with it." "Dealt. But I had no intention
of 'sharing,' as you put it." "Miroku! You are
not going to try to break your word to my mother, are you?" She
was beginning to get angry. "Or think that I would ever
agree..." And now it really was
impossible to keep the grin from spreading completely across his
face. "Of course not, my dearest Kagome," he interrupted.
"But I distinctly remember that the promise was for no premarital
sex in the house. This is a big shrine complex. For
instance, there's a very cozy little storage room just off the gift
shop...if you would allow me to introduce it to you this afternoon-" "Pervert! As if!" And his heart felt so solid, and so
light. And so safely home. "No? Hmmm, I think I will have
to work on changing your mind about that." He stepped a little
closer and hazarded a quick nibble along the edge of her right
earlobe. "Well, not yet...," she
amended, squirming but smiling. Was it disloyal to Sango to be so
happy that this girl didn't automatically hit him every time he
touched her? "Yet? That sounds promising," he murmured
into her neck, sliding his unbandaged hand down the curve of her hip.
"Can you be a bit more specific about the precise timetable you
have in mind?" "You..." she giggled, took
his wandering hand firmly in hers, and began to walk them slowly back
towards the house. "Stop rushing. We have time." "So we do," he agreed
softly, wondering, happy. Fingers entwined, they walked close
together through the courtyard in companionable silence. "Do you think that Wacdnald's
will suffer business reversals now that Naraku is dead?" asked
Miroku. The End. And the Beginning...
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